Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Kill Spiders, Buy Art

( Edited July 21st, 2:36 PM: I have gotten a huge amount of response about this whole situation, thanks to the guys over at BoingBoing and Drawn and many more. I have gotten so many emails of both sympathy and commissions that I have enlisted the help of my more managerial friend to come over this evening and help me go through everything. I have received a few Paypal transactions that as far as I can tell, are simply charity. This is by no means what I want to be happening. While the thought is extremely appreciated, I would really prefer that this money be given to a better cause. I am not looking for charity in anyway; I am looking for work. I am extremely uncomfortable accepting charity donations, and once things settle down a bit I am going to try and work out a way to either refund said donations or find some kind of trade through work. If you do wish to donate in some way and don't exactly want a commission from me, please take a look at the prints I have available.

I am truly humbled by the generosity that has been sent in my direction over the last few days. The response has been truly amazing, and I now have a list of commissions to work out that is a mile long. I will be getting back to everyone as quickly as I can.

Nothing I could type here would ever be able to convey the deep appreciation I am feeling. Your words and commission opportunities have lifted my spirits immensely, and I wish to send all of you my deepest most sincere thanks.

I went to a doctor's appointment this morning for a wound cleaning, and received good news. The wound is healing well, and there seem to be no complications. My cellulitis has subsided tremendously, and I am basically able to walk without too much discomfort. And to answer some questions that have been floating around; I was not bitten by a Brown Recluse…the real mystery of the whole situation is they do not know what exactly bit me, the venom of the bite was not the problem so much as the infection that spread from it. I also (thank god) have not contracted MRSA (Methicillin-resistant Staphylococcus aureus), though I can tell you there was a pretty real threat that I had. A special thanks to my bacteriologist brother, for helping sooth my fears of X-files like quarantine. )
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On Monday of last week I was bitten by a yet unknown poisonous spider on my right knee. By Tuesday I was running a high fever and unable to walk. On Friday evening I collapsed and was rushed to the ER. After a series of x-rays and a whole lot of examination, I was informed that I had a rather large abscess and cellulitis due to the spider's bite. I was sent home early Saturday morning after having my knee surgically "drained", and in more pain than I have ever been in. After a doctor's appointment this Monday, another abscess was drained and I was informed that I would need to see a doctor weekly until the wound had healed, which could possibly take up to 8 months. Within these 8 months there will remain the very real threat of the infection spreading into the bone of my knee, as well as the possibility of blood poisoning.

As some of you may know, the world of freelance illustration certainly has its ups and downs. Unfortunately all of this came at the very end of a rather long down in my career. Not to mention the fact that all of this happened between changes with my insurance company, meaning the majority of my bills will have to be paid out of pocket. And quite frankly, I can't afford it. I was worried about bills as it was, and with the introduction of the doctor's bills I am terrified.

For a while now I have been considering taking on personal commissions, and not just company clients alone. Now it seems like a wiser decision than ever. So what does that mean? It means I am taking on basically any commission that comes my way. This can include anything from the tiniest drawing, to a larger project, and yes that even means tattoo designs. I have ignored a lot of emails in the past pertaining to such projects, and I will try and respond to some of the more recent ones in the next few days.

Any possible commission you could have for me; gifts, wedding invitations, cards, wall art, tattoos, anything. I am interested in the job. I will also definitely consider larger personal commissions, considering the work involved. I would prefer to only be working in black and white, but don't be afraid to ask about color. I haven't exactly figured out how pricing will go yet, but obviously pricing will be negotiable and varying, but for small to medium sized drawings I was thinking between $100 - $500 through paypal.

This will be the first time that I have really ever taken on personal commissions. And quite honestly, I am excited about it. Who knows if any one will even be interested? But if you can, please help me get back on my feet both literally and financially. And not only that, please give me something to keep my mind on while healing up.

If you are interested at all, you can email me here or get a hold of me through myspace or facebook. Like I said earlier on, I am going to try and contact people that have emailed me recently about such work, but if you do not hear from me feel free to email me as well.

Also, I still have a handful of prints available here (and many more will be added soon). I receive a pretty decent cut off of the prints of mine that sell. And like I said, anything will help.

Even if you cannot contribute, thank you so much for your support over the years. Your support has made my art and career what it is today, and I couldn't be more appreciative.

Also, thanks to David over at Cool Surface, I thought of something else. I know a lot of you fellow artists out there are in similar financial situations as myself. But if you have a blog or anything of the sort and could send anyone or any work this way, it would be greatly appreciated.

PS: pictures of incredibly gross knee-holes will be released upon request through email with finished commissions.

34 Comments:

Anonymous Kriesse said...

I hope you get well soon, and loads of tatoo requests, too (just sent you a mail).

3:48 PM  
Blogger Diantres said...

D=

now I'm afraid of spiders, very afraid, luckily in my county theres only one dangerous domestic spider, sadly hurt like hell, or, you'll piss blood and die.

i hope you get some money with the tattoos, yeah i'm a random guy from the intrawebz but is the only support that i can give to an artist with no money and a hole in the knee.

PS: Sorry for my bad english.

4:05 PM  
Anonymous megan said...

Ew. That doesn't sound pleasant at all. I know I don't have money to spare, but I'll write a post or something to help spread the news.

12:58 AM  
Anonymous Lee said...

Hey Matthew fear not, your work "trough" will not last long..Ive been in this game for 14 years and the dry patches never last..add to that the fact you are one of the very best illustrators about (in my opinion) and you have little to fear

stay healthy..

4:49 AM  
Blogger ChaosMachine said...

That's so shitty, I hope your knee heals promptly. Those damn spiders with grappling cunts.....I know you once said you'd do a design for a tattoo years ago. I'm still game, let me know what your schedule is. Best wishes-Chaos

2:25 PM  
Blogger John said...

Hey man. Make certain to have the Dr. culture the abcess to determine if it's actually MRSA. If so, he'll need to give you a stronger course(s) of antibiotics and then a regiment of body wash and ointments to insure you're not a carrier and lessen any future sickness.

9:21 AM  
Anonymous Lorena Guerra said...

I'm on my way to purchase that print I've always been meaning to buy. Now i just gotta spend the whole day figuring out which one (or two)!

i know it's shitty to say everything happens for a reason but hey..look at all the inspiration you could draw from this.

10:11 AM  
Anonymous Dave said...

Wow, you've got some horrible luck.
Here's hoping you'll get a bunch of freelance thrown at you.
Are you even feeling well enough to work?

1:43 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

A few weeks ago a poor intern working in a print shop where I used to intern had something awful happen to his eye. I don't know him well, and really wasn't in the position to just toss him money, but I felt awful that I couldn't help a fellow artist in need. He too does not have the means to pay for medical bills, and had just been waiting for his body to help out, which it decided not to.

He has gone away back to Kansas or somewhere and I have lost the opportunity to help him. But hearing of you makes me reflect on him, and you are someone I can help out, if only in small ways.

So, I will purchase the print I've been wanting for ages! Although I will wait awhile to see the news ones you'll put up....and welcome any friends to shop with me....I live in Hawaii.....the shipping is ridiculous. Thirty nine dollars!


Good luck. Heal fast.

10:04 PM  
Anonymous Alison said...

Your work has been so very inspiring to me, so I'm going to look at buying a print (once i find out about shipping - that's always what screws me... and apparently others who have commented here)
i would LOVE to commission you, but have not the funds at the moment... but will let you know if I get the money to spare!
I hope you get much better soon - that is a terrible situation to be in for a freelancer. I hope you get a lot of work out of this. or at least some to get you back on your feet. but you have such talent that i'm sure it will all be ok eventually.
goodluck and get better... stupid spider!

6:01 AM  
Blogger Thomas said...

Get well soon. I hope you get an influx of requests. I don't have money to drop on a custom illustration, but I love screen prints. I have the hive one that you drew. I was wondering/suggesting if you were gonna make anymore. I'm sure they'd go over real well.

7:06 PM  
Blogger Puddle Jumper said...

well now that i am finally moving i have perfect walls for your prints. other than that im working 40+ hours a week to sustain a design school lifestyle.
does your threadless t help you at all?

you may not be religious, but when shit hits the fan i always think that god gives us the biggest blows cause he knows were strong enough to take them. sorry i hate sounding like an internet witness to the world.

im guessing it was a brown recluse, tell those bitches to stay away!

4:03 AM  
Blogger Drew Kora::<a href="http://gravitymachine.net">Gravitymachine</a> said...

when it rains it pours. i'm so sorry my friend. your work has inspired me a ton over the past year. i will defeinitly buy some of your prints. i'd commission you for some personal work if I had the money. i'm an art director, too...i have been looking for a project (that has the budget) to hire an illustrator like you to do some work, too. maybe something will pop up and i can send some work your way.

9:52 AM  
Anonymous Skyers said...

I'll keep my eyes and ears open for you man, hope you get better soon.

11:13 AM  
Anonymous Christophe said...

I've been reading this blog for quite some time now and I can really say your art has had a big impact on me. It's very inspiring to say the least.

I hope all gets better soon; financially, mentally and physically.

It's a very scaring thought such a small spider could cause such problems, but I'm sure you'll get through this.

4:02 AM  
OpenID spaiku said...

That must have been the Monday from hell. My friend was hit by a car on his bike that day and died the next. I hope you feel better. Your work is beautiful and inspiring.

4:50 PM  
Blogger Nawel said...

I read about this in BoingBoing.net.
I hope you get well soon.

10:48 AM  
Blogger Georgina said...

would love to commission a CD cover if you are interested. very simple contour line drawings, perhaps. and something we could end up silk screening. if you are interested, please email rabbitisasphere@gmail.com

thank you and best to you....

11:19 AM  
Anonymous Boss Hippo said...

Jeffrey Rowland (from overcompensating.com)was bitten by a spider years back, I think a brown recluse... he may have some ideas on treatments etc.

Good luck!

11:48 AM  
Blogger Bryan Bowden said...

Give that spider bite hell! I hope you get the money you need and make a full recovery.

12:48 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oooh - I was going to request a small commission for the company I work for, but it seems as if you're going to be too busy for little old us. Oh well! Good luck!

1:22 PM  
Blogger nylonthread said...

Hey, I have a commission. Involves dragonflies as a tattoo. Let me know if you're interested, all info is on my blogger profile.

Best of luck with your healing.

1:24 PM  
Blogger Meg said...

I'd love for you to design a tatoo. I've been looking to get one for a while and there's no better cause to support than someone in need and who does great work. I'm in no hurry, so when you get around to it, drop me a line.

All the best in your recovery process.

1:40 PM  
Blogger carolina deathfist said...

if i had money i'd pay your bills. i'll be sure to send anyone who needs work your way though.

i love to hear you're in the "news", but not for this! :(

7:05 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Elance.com man. I am turning away work there are so many clients there! They need good artists and you can pick and choose and it's free to join! Tell them rsbpublishing sent you and use 1806v as a referral code. GREAT place to get work for artists, writers etc. They pay prompt too!

7:30 PM  
Blogger jessica said...

it sounds terrible. i hope i can help. I'll send you a fb message, thought it looks like you might be swamped with commissions. thats a good thing.

12:10 AM  
Blogger Kevin Zelnio said...

I also read this from Boing Boing and posted about it on my blog about invertebrates (including spiders!) called The Other 95%. I hope everything goes well with the recovery.

5:49 AM  
Blogger Maryn McKenna said...

Second the advice of John above: Please make sure your doc has your wound cultured for MRSA. If it is MRSA - which is fairly commonly misdiagnosed as spider bite - you may not get the right (fairly restricted) range of antibiotics, and the infection will spread. It's not an expensive test but lots of docs still don't think to do it. Good luck.

6:31 AM  
Blogger hewy said...

I got a mystery spider bite on my hand a few years ago and my elbow and shoulder swelled up and had to be drained. Doctors were unable to do anything for 4 months while I couldnt use my arm.

What finaly solved the problem was the doctor cut out the area that was bitten on my hand. I hope you solve your problem, i know it really sucks!

8:23 PM  
Blogger Ashley Hodson said...

Dude, I totally feel your pain on the bug front. (http://courtesycommon.blogspot.com/2008/06/has-it-been-so-long.html)
Your work is beautiful. Be brave!

7:51 AM  
Anonymous Patrick said...

Heard about you (and your venomous predicament) via BoingBoing, and I'm doin' my part to spread the word, as well as hype some of your existing portfolio:

http://patrick.breathesmoke.com/?p=115

I hope you get better soon because your work is fantastic and no spider should ever know such victory over us bipeds.

9:13 AM  
Blogger rachael said...

get well soon!!

5:46 PM  
Blogger Tony said...

Sorry to hear about the bite. Was is a Brown Recluse? It's found in the Southern areas of the United States. Bad bite, necrosis. Can possibly bring on Rheumetoid Arthritis afterward (rarely in old folks, mostly).
At least you're not pissing blood.
Good Luck!

10:58 PM  
Blogger Dana said...

I'm sure getting bit by a spider sucks, but maybe this was a good thing because your plea reached sites like boingboing. Now people like me who had no previous knowledge of your work have seen it and loved it. I think you have a great talent and although I am unsure of my beliefs, maybe someone or thing who happens to work in mysterious ways gave you a little push with that spider. If I had any money I would buy some of your prints but all I can offer at this time is my appreciation for your work and situation. I hope your knee gets better soon so you can continue to make beautiful art.

1:07 AM  

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